♥ The Last Song I'm Wasting On You ♥

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*♥* Information *♥*
Song; The Last Song I'm Wasting On You
Artist; Evanescence
Dedication; Kyle

Kyle. If you're reading this. I just want you to know how much I hate you.
In fact, I despise you.

You made me feel like I was nothing. Nothing at all. You always told me how worthless I was, and how I was nothing without you.
You were my only friend. And I trusted you with everything I had.
You abused me, and you know what? People started to question the bruises, you know?

Remember when you screamed at me, telling me you wished I was dead? Well I was actually thinking the same thing myself that night. And I felt so alone, I considered it.

I never thought I'd make this video. But in all honesty, I'm so tired of keeping your memory locked up. I needed relief.
Don't bother calling me or coming to see me. I don't ever want to see your face again. Don't you dare blame me for anything anymore.

I hate you.
For all the lies, and the pain you caused me.
So take your temper elsewhere, I don't need it.
All I did was ask why you were mad.
And you would smack me.
Then you'd apologize? I can't believe I fell for it. Over and over again. For years.
I wasted years of my life on you. I always thought you were right. That I was alone without you. But you know what? I'm not alone. Not anymore.

Connor, Ryan, Lindsey. Those people? Yeah. They're my best friends. And they don't abuse me and lie to me like you did.
I know you usually keep up with my videos. And I hope you see this.
I'm doing fine without you. I'm almost healed, actually. With the help of my friends, one day I'll forget.
But these scars will remain.
I hope you think twice before you smack another girl. Because she probably won't take it like I did.
Don't call her worthless. Because she's not.
Have fun with your life. I'm sure I'll see you on the news, saying you've been charged with battery. And I'll laugh at you.

Stay out of my life. I don't need you now.

"Its too late now, we've had our time. Let's bury these memories for others to find." - Me

Anyone else watching this video...umm...enjoy. Sorry about my language up there o.o
Also, please pretend Rikku is Tidus when she punches the guard at Yuna's concert o_O I need you all to imagine.

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